An Interchange Station

just feel like writing sth today....probably is bcos i was feeling bored today...well...still finding the priority in my life.....forget about it....there is no limit of desireness for a human being....

I guess I m being very emotional lately....n i really started to believe that our physical and emotional condition has a cycle....once u happy for a while, something unhappy must have been sneaking in to ur future life....Sometimes I m very tired of myself....since my condition is in Simple harmonic motion....and it wud never stop unless i die....

OK....what i can do now is tolerate...I m also not sure if i m a patient person....i guess it depends on where do ppl put their ruler to measure it anyways.....

alternative solution...sleeeping....i guess that might be the best way...yet it is a way of escaping....trying to ignore everything...do u feel better after sleeping????i guess some ppl must have this experience b4....think bout it...did sleeping rly help u????My answer is: part of it, yet not enough

third solution....find somebody to talk with.....but the hardest part of it is...even u talk with that person, as a human being, we have the nature of keeping a certain privacy as our security, as well as to think bout others first...never drag ppl down into ur mood..there is nth help for ur problem...cos u will influence ppl's emotion and thus affect their whole day activity..i guess that was one of the reason that some ppl dun rly like to bother other people's stuffs since they ald hv their own trouble itself.

fourth solution...eat....i rly do amazed that food can sometimes cure my emotional problems.....even tho it wud make me even less thinner...yet buying food needs money.....ok...one solution brings another problem...but it wun be a problem if u dun worry of money anyways

i guess there is a fifth solution of it....which i haven't REALLY try it b4....is to seek help from religion....one thing that i hesitate of joining it is bcos.....almost every ppl join within their desires....i never deny that there is GOD in this world....yet i feel it was too easy to join a religion...so that some ppl wun actually appreciate GOD's giving to them....well...what the matter of me is....if I have no desires, will I join any of the religion????

I admitted that i went to Ani's gathering on December has no reason, yet the very last time....I went there for a reason.....just i rly wanted to be close with her....nth else....but then...I feel very happy after the gathering....cos i was the only one she invited yet present....n she was rly appreciate of my "pretending" kindness.....that was rly one of the biggest satisfaction that i had ever get in Sydney life....cos i rly meet many ppl there and also received some msg from the Sunday Service....but then...i actually went there with a 'bad' plot....I reckon, cos it is a selfish plot...yet it made ppl happy....

So....for those who feel emotional....the only way to heal it is by setting up a wadsoeva target...it can be eating or sleeping or anything....cos we are all born to achieve our own desires....BUT REMEMBER....U MUST PROMISE URSELF THAT U HV TO BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK AFTER U HAD DONE ANYTHING OF IT....

P.S : PERSONAL COMMENTS...NO OFFENCE^^

A Ceremony

(Ethan and Bowie, My Best Friends in Sydney)

(Hardworking student, easy to get bullied by me)

(I Gain fat again= =)

(Two Funny Faces)

(Ethan and Bowie part 3)

(Bowie is looking somewhere else again= =)

(Freeman, Ethan and I in a Omgosh Face)

(The luckiest student I ever seen)

(Bowie and Andrea)

(Bowie and Freeman)

(Demon and Angel- -)

(Ethan and Angel)

(I am not a gangster)

(Her height=>her biggest secret^0^)

(See the Difference???)

(Me and Ani @ Darling Walk)

The end of Diploma Life...The ceremony is to celebrate us from entering the Gate of Bachelor Degree, which is also the path of Death= =

A Refreshment

first time go to church yesterday....i still dunno wad she actually up to....i just cant understand y she invited me.....i keep on thinking she can actually invite other ppl else....but y it wud be me???iz it bcos i m non-christian but know a lot of it.....or mayb she just simply just wanna share the moment she professed her faith into GOD wif me???well....i captured that moment by taking a video....this leaded me into a hypothesis that she wanted me to be her cameraman....

seriously...i havent touched any bible stuffs for a very long time.....last year i started to approach it due to my society...but my attendance rate was terrible in the second half year...so i guess it had been more than half year i havent hear any bible stuffs.....seriously...after singing every hillsongs there are a few times that i rly wanted to cry....
anyways....i m really grateful that she invited me....it was really really a refreshment....i rly enjoyed it....haha...i guess i shud say this directly to her.....

anyways...i was very happy that her housemate thought i was her BF....= =....but i quickly denied it....dun say i m stupid....cos actually there was a silence when her housemate said that= =...i denied it n then she added just gud fds...so i guess she just treat me as a gud fd....in fact, it was rly enjoyable...n i m rly enjoyed this sorta feeling....anything which are easy to gain...ppl will never cherish it....just like what did Adam n Eve did to GOD

well i rly hope the word "GUD" fds has another meaning....

i guess the post was a lil bit messy...cos u know i hate organizing.....mayb i m rly born artistic...i feel art shud hv no restrictions...in other words....non organized= =....so thatz y my room is so messy....the artwork i did in the church was totally a non sense......n another thingi....i m rly amazed that i tend to interact to older ppl lately.....i m wondering if it is bcos of gaps or wadsoeva....but i simply enjoy talking wif older ppl rather than wif youngsters....n i understand y ANI was so committed to this fellowship...cos it was simply WARM and COMFORTABLE, very like a family^^

P.S. : i asked her wad was the gift she brought for me n i gave my gift to her ald^^

HEHE...GOTTA POST STH UP AFTER TUESDAY..COS IT WUD BE MY DIPLOMA GRAD CEREMONY....OTHERWISE PPL WILL BOYCOTT THIS BLOGGIE ALD= =

A MOMENT

TIME: THIS SUNDAY
LOCATION: ANI'S CHURCH
EVENT: WITNESSING HER BAPTISM
METHOD: BY OFFERING A LETTER

MAYB I WILL GET THE ANSWER OF MY QUESTION AFTER THIS AND SEE WAD ACTION I SHUD TAKE^__________________^


P.S.: I WILL SEE IF IT IS A LOVE LETTER...BUT MOST PROBABLY NOT...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA