Dear Renee Ho,
Firstly I know you wouldn't see this blog since I tell you that I have no Blogs. Deep in mind, I am really curious of how you feel now.
Please understand why I get so pissed off on you that day. I told you in MSN on Wednesday that I needed your Student ID and your signature in authorization letter for picking up your offer letter of UNI. Then on Thursday you sms me to wake me up and I told you that I had already gone up. I waited you for whole day even when I m having a class. Yea, you called me on 5pm and I was having lectures. You then told me that you are coming to City tomorrow and you had asked any documents needed for enrollment, I then told you that I will show it all to you on Friday.
Well, by Friday, I have no classes but I woke up early to do revision as well as to settle these stuffs with you since you are going back to HK soon. I phoned you at 3pm and you said that you are now in Burwood and coming to city right now. Yet you arrived at 6pm and I left already because I have to prepare to go to work. I phoned you back to ask whether you will be free tomorrow or something, but just because of one word, I really get very furious and I can't even control myself.
"har, What for? Sorry I am talking to Mavis now and I will call you back later." I got so furious on you that time and I released my anger to you by that sms. I know my word was very harsh and I admit that the way I managed it was very bad. I should have realised that Mavis was passing something important to you. I get very nervous of the offer letter thing is because I have the responsibility to treat this stuff as my own since you assigned me to pick it up on behalf of you, cause if something really happen, Who should take the responsibility, of cause ME..
I should have know that your heart is totally not in Sydney but in HK already. I know you are now having holiday and you wanna relax without worrying school stuffs on this stage. But please understand my situation, I have so many stuffs to deal and so many phone calls of seeking help from me, I just can't get a good sleep for almost a month. and also, I care of you, so that is why I will get nervous on it, if it is for somebody else, I just don't give a damn to them.
I am not defending for myself, I just wanted to make everything clear. I know I was really harsh by saying that I am really tired of you and you did not respond to any apologize that I had made. I know what type of personality you are yet please understand that I always explode in the wrongest time. I don't know what would happen later but I treat you as one of my best friend in Sydney so that is why I really care of this incident and I hope you would be the same.
Yours Sincerely,
BeAr bEaR
